November 4, 2000
It is the 10th anniversary of your return to heaven.
Mommy misses you so much!
I know that you are the stars in the night time sky and the birds and butterflies of the sunny days.
You are the raindrops and breezes that pass my way.
You are in every blossom of every flower I see.
My tears continue to flow.
I talk about you on my" puter" whenever I get the chance. I have created a website in your memory, and have searched for all your ancestors. (Tell them I want to know them too!)
The melody of you comes to me from time to time and I pause and think of holding you in my arms once again! Of telling you that it is alright, mommy understands that you need to go home to God.
There are so many like you... too, too many!!! I pray for a cure always, so that other mommies do not have to only dream of their baby like I do.
Someday you and I will be together again... I long to hold you once more!!
Until then..I Love You, Buddy!